I thought bananas are anti-depressants. I ate 2 this morning and I'm stil feeling like shit.
Came down with some sorta flu and fever..

Haha, I can imagine u guys saying, "Shir! Why u soo weak!"
My last post also blogged during my last sickness.. sometimes I wonder if I have some chronic sickness.. keep falling ill.. LOL! kidding luh. Have to admit maybe I'm really just weak..

Lack of sleep and water and time-off to relax.

Busy whole week, working and playing!
I know I cant be greedy, so I shld take some time and cherish those who were there for me. And for those fakers who weren't u can just go fk off. lol

OK, Thanks juan for being so understanding as always. Christmas is always a busy week for us and we dont have to say much to know whats on each other's mind. So, I will make time for you, no matter what. =) Gotta meet up soon! XOXO.

Thanks my gf, karmun for always cheering me up when I'm down and making me happy whenever we meet! Lurve ur christmas present this year! Will always bring it with me. Muacks!

Thanks vin for being such a sweetheart and a good friend. Always finding time for me though u're so busy with the tough life in army. Must jiayou yea! Huggies!

Thanks mei, for ur late-night-cant-sleep company and with you its like our world of our own. Crazy and quarrelling times are never ending..! wahaha.. muackmuack..

Thanks feng for visiting me after work on several occasions.
Thanks to kt, my honourable ass friend who happen to see me working, twice! U nv fail to be my "great" friend. LOL!

Thanks to those who wished me merry christmas!

Lastly, to my deariest lao gong, thanks for being there with me everyday and everynight for the last 4 years. Everytime I think of you, I feel like the most xin fu girl cos no one loves me more than you. So sorry I got sick on our anniversary week. But we have our whole lives tgt ahead of us! Happy anniversary!

So my slacking days are over. Money earning days are running.

20 more days to christmas!
10 more days to no more braces!
4 more hours to see my dear!

I lost my piano file. Damn sian. Seems like I lost the music part of me ever since I started work. sobs!

And now Im slacking here with no scores to play. No one to pei. I used to love my slacky days but now I feel so bored! Nth to do!

If I said I missed you, would you care? So hard to get what you want sometimes. haha, must really learn to be content!!!!

Lucky I bought our anniversary gift early. Hee. This month not much left after cpf reduction.

Everyone asking me to change job. Get something with better future prospects. But I'm happy there. Little pay also nvm. Though my mom minds cos little pay means little pay for her too. zzz. I stil think teaching music earns the most. But I dowan to teach! Later I become like my mom how! ZOMG kill me.

I dowan science le. Enough for now. How. Can I just be a housewife! lol everyday just buy 4D and hope to win first prize. HAHA!

Teach me to be happier-go-lucky.

Spend all day at home today. Doing nth. Watch tv, eat, go toilet. Really.

Gotten down with a bad sore throat. urgh, hurts.

Bored.

Spending time with myself is really boring. U'll start to think of the things that happened the last week, and the weeks before and u start to miss all the things that were forgotten. I hate it. I hate to miss you and cant do anything about it.

Being alone is emo-ing sia. Cant get anything done but lazy to do anything. Hah, sounds totally like me. lol!

Tml is another start of the week. Lucky, I dont dread to go to work.
Oh wells, back to the busy retail life, enjoying life like u told me to.

Lived with no regrets.

All kinds of people in this world.

Which is why I like doing retail. Can get to see all kinds of people.
Good-looking
Weirdo
Nerds
Students
Rich
Noisy
Nice

Just like friends
There are good friends, just friends and "friends". And those who claim that they are ur "good friends" but they are not really there when u really need them.

Everytime I tell myself, "suan le bah". I can only do so for that moment. How can you really just "suan le". Tell urself to forget it, that its not worth it. But when the memories start pulling you back, u're back to square one - telling urself to "just suan le". Vicious cycle.

I'm always blind to those who are better to me.

We all move on.
I will too.

10am:
Picnic for 2!


Fruit salad, hot dog, nuggets and sandwich. Haha. looks little right. But we sat there for 2 hours also cannot finish. Ate finish hot dogs and nuggets only.

Note: All food personally prepared by me okay! lol.

Presents! Each letter has a question inside for which he must guess what item it is. 5 out of 5, he scores!! There's nothing in "U" cos I forgot to write my message inside.. zZz.
The yellow couple sits under a umbrella at 11.45 cos its damn freaking hot!!

Went back to her place to slack after the picnic and think of what to do later.
She takes a afternoon nap while he plays games and watch tv. Nuaaaaaa...

5.30pm:
Watched Pandorum at Iluma, Bugis.
The ticket-seller asked me: "Are u above 16?"
I was thinking, "KNS, duhhh, are you?"
I said ya, and she replied, "Our people will random check your IC in the cinema ok."
I just nodded. Wth. I'M 20 lar u biatch.

Dammmm freaking scary can!! Holding on to Lao Gong's arm for my dear life throughout the whole show.

8pm:
Dinner at Ma Maison.

Screams pudding!!!

Our appetiser:

Cheese Fritters with vinegar sauce

Homemade Caramel Pudding for Us!!
This is really to die for! lols.

Happy Birthday to You and Happy 3 years and 10 months to Us!