Do I love you?
I dont know.

Then why am I crying my soul out.
I dont know.

All the things we've been through. All the quarrels. All the flowers. All the birthdays, valentine's days, christmas days, school days. Poor days, rich days, happy days, sad days. 1542 days as of today we spent with each other. Dont mean a fucking thing to u?

Why do you have to appear in my life. Why did you let me love you, miss you.

You.
See all my flaws and stil love me for all my flaws.

He
Dont see all my flaws cos there's nothing he dont love about me.

You.
Like me to do things to make you happy cos you know it makes me happy too.

He.
Like to do things to make me happy cos he'll be happy too.

You.
Hate to make mistakes cos you want us to be perfect.

He.
Does all the mistakes cos he know he'll never be perfect.

You.
Make me want to marry you.

He.
Wants to marry me.

Both.
Love me with all ur heart.
Willing to sacrifice ur life for me.
Work like fuck for a future tgt.
Just want to keep me and love me forever.
Makes u feel that its time to settle down and have a life.
Have only me in ur heart.

I dont deserve,
to be loved that much. Not by both of you.
I'm not worth it.

I din expect it could hurt so much.

Somehow this reminds me of someone who told me, its never good to love 2 people, who broke up because he did what i'm doing now. I wanna tell u, u were right. U were right all along. And u were right, that its impossible to let go.

I cant let go. But I really dun deserve anything right now, other den lots of tissue and hanky, and shoulders to cry on.
TIME OUT.