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I'm so so so so nervous excited stress and depressed all mixed together!! no dear.. no family but loads of frenz.. that shld keep me going.. lol
So glad that dear could be here with me whole night.. not planning to slp at all!! sleep on the plane lor!! 5 hour nap shld be sufficient right? haahaha..
Scared i never bring enuf clothes or stuff that i forget that might be important.. oh well.. money and phone is the most important.. clothes too! dowan to freeze to death.. boo....
Dear is playing dota right now.. sianx.. dot dot.. he is suppose to pei wo now and yeah.. see wats he doing.. think the game finishing alr.. haha.. took some home pics so i wont miss home!! yawn.. Sis playing piano.. complaining bored and sianx.. haha
i wonder how alvin and chels and zihao are doing overseas right now.. working hard? eating well playing fun? hope so!!
Thank god for internet and technology.. haha.. so i can contact anyone at anytime!! Esp dear.. lol.. i hope i brought enuf cash with me.. 1.3k shld cover basic expenses.. i cant shop too much cos my luggage is totally packed!! if i buy anything i have to hand carry it home.. lol..
Everyone is telling me to be careful be careful.. dont get cheated.. dont leave ur things ard otw ppl will steal.. muz always be on guard.. esp i so blur and dumb.. I KNOW! haha.. i will be careful.. eat only hot stuff and guard my wallet with my life.. and of cos dear lappy (xiao lao po) too! lol... 10 more hours b4 i leave all my loved ones! but 7 weeks will fly by reali reali fast right? right??
Shanghai here i come!!
Going for dental now.. excited about collecting our couple rings... hee...
Simple Plan's latest album rocks!!
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Seeing Tyra Bank's show is like.. "wow.. nv knew such things can happen.. but now we know".. Seeing Ellen Degeneres show is like.. "out with the serious stuff cos dancing and having fun is the way to live life!!" Seeing Martha Steward wud most probably be like.. "Hey mom!!... MOM!" Anyway.. my point is everything that happens to me i treat it for real... i mean.. i nv doubt the reality.. guess i'm reali gullible like dear says.. I see the the world the way she looks at me.. and not how she reali looks at me.. get it? I'm being conned here man.. Everyone i know could be lying to me and i take it as the truth.. The closest people could be telling me things to make it seem everything is as planned.. as it shld be.. and i take it all in.. ALL OF IT...
the onli person i reali trust in this world is Dear.. He's not family but he's my closest..
my family is screwed.. the one i'm always bickering to, loves me the most and my closest one is nth but a volcano of lies.. yes.. i'm finally getting to the point huh.. i'm up so earli now cos i'm having cramps.. but dont be mistaken. this is not a post due to me period okay... i'm just up earli and just felt like blogging..
so anyway i was reading my other frenz blogs.. some were good i must say.. and some were just horrible horrible lies... i guess sometimes people blog to be perceived by a certain way by their frenz.. so their frenz will look at them how they want them to.. But of cos not everyone is like that.. some just blog to release stress and anger.. to share.. to waste time.. etc.. so i guess blogging is different to everyone..
she's an attention seeker.. but no matter how much u give.. its never enuf.. i always treated her the best.. and now she becomes a perpetual liar.. she regards frenz as diamonds and family as dung.. I thought we were close... close enuf for her to tell me everything.. i was wrong.. she tells me nth.. onli the things that needed to be said.. Nth is real.. i'm so stupid.. i dunno who is she anymore!!!
Dear is not everything.. But he's the only thing i need..
Seeing Tyra Bank's show is like.. "wow.. nv knew such things can happen.. but now we know".. Seeing Ellen Degeneres show is like.. "out with the serious stuff cos dancing and having fun is the way to live life!!" Seeing Martha Steward wud most probably be like.. "Hey mom!!... MOM!" Anyway.. my point is everything that happens to me i treat it for real... i mean.. i nv doubt the reality.. guess i'm reali gullible like dear says.. I see the the world the way she looks at me.. and not how she reali looks at me.. get it? I'm being conned here man.. Everyone i know could be lying to me and i take it as the truth.. The closest people could be telling me things to make it seem everything is as planned.. as it shld be.. and i take it all in.. ALL OF IT...
the onli person i reali trust in this world is Dear.. He's not family but he's my closest..
my family is screwed.. the one i'm always bickering to, loves me the most and my closest one is nth but a volcano of lies.. yes.. i'm finally getting to the point huh.. i'm up so earli now cos i'm having cramps.. but dont be mistaken. this is not a post due to me period okay... i'm just up earli and just felt like blogging..
so anyway i was reading my other frenz blogs.. some were good i must say.. and some were just horrible horrible lies... i guess sometimes people blog to be perceived by a certain way by their frenz.. so their frenz will look at them how they want them to.. But of cos not everyone is like that.. some just blog to release stress and anger.. to share.. to waste time.. etc.. so i guess blogging is different to everyone..
she's an attention seeker.. but no matter how much u give.. its never enuf.. i always treated her the best.. and now she becomes a perpetual liar.. she regards frenz as diamonds and family as dung.. I thought we were close... close enuf for her to tell me everything.. i was wrong.. she tells me nth.. onli the things that needed to be said.. Nth is real.. i'm so stupid.. i dunno who is she anymore!!!
Dear is not everything.. But he's the only thing i need..
